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fridae
herstory

my.wishes.]]
a car.
cash.
clothes.
new handphone.
thelincolnmodern.

Friday, April 30, 2004

i am here again!!!
yey!! in the library..
invading the hunny pie's blog..
mahahahaha!!
i kept ta my promise..
boo.
haha..
anyways..
sweetie's feeling really down these few days.
so PLS meet up with me soon!!!
oh yah..
i'm gg OBS next week can.. so i wouldnt be ard.
boo.
aka loves me!!

_____you.left.me_____ 2:46 PM


Thursday, April 29, 2004

aka jus wanna be so lazy.
so here i am here helping her blog.
lately she's been missing ME, her sweetie cum goddotter(damn! this sounds wrong).
haha...
lemme see...
ok.. every now and then i'll pop by ta invade till u update.
*nods
solemnly promise.
haha
anyhows.
aka loves me!!!

so i jus wanna bhb abit cannot issit?maahaha!!

_____you.left.me_____ 6:46 PM


//From This Moment On

(I do swear that I'll aways be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

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Sunday, April 04, 2004

Don't tell me you love me

Don't tell me you love me if you're not sincere.
For a lie that strong can ruin my life
and bring on a new fear.
Fear to be loved, fear to love again.
It can cause my fragile heart
to break, tear and bend.
Think of all in life that will be missed
because of one small broken promise.
So, when i put all of my trust deep within you,
please don't tell me you love me,
unless you truly do.

//kenny rogers - through the years

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Thursday, April 01, 2004

i am living without you.
you think everything will be fine.
i fight making it hard to lie,
realize nothing is left inside.

you don't know what it's like to be me,
because you havent lived my life
and you can't feel the pain i feel.

i wonder if you'll ever see me.
if you'll know i'm there.
if you looked in my eyes, would you see what's inside?
would you even care?

These wounds wont seem to heal.
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.

i really and trully love you with all of my heart.
you'll always have a place in my heart.
so why don't you love me again? i wish you would tell me
so i could at least try to get over you once more!

i love u, i'd tell u and i think u already know
but i dont think you'd love me back.
so what should i do? give up? or keep trying?

depression doesn't come from what's in your head,
but comes from what you feel in your heart..


*If you had to choose between someone you love or someone that loves you, pick the person who loves you because you can learn to love someone but you can't make someone love you back.*

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