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my.wishes.]]
a car.
cash.
clothes.
new handphone.
thelincolnmodern.

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

(Cancer)

You like: Spending time at home, family get togethers, making pizza with mates and listening to soothing music.

You dislike: Violent movies, people who shout at you and being let down by those you love.

You're best at: Making people feel good about themselves, listening to their problems and being a trustworthy, loyal mate.

Deep down: You want peace more than anything. Home life is important to you and if there's domestic squabbling, you become deeply depressed.

Your career: Become a musician, journalist, interior decorator or chef.

Fashion: Cancerians tend to have simple tastes: loose-fitting clothes in natural fabrics and dark colours. You prefer unfussy outfits, but that doesn't mean you don't like to glam it up when you're in the right mood.

As a mate: You are a gentle person who may be quite possessive of your friends. If someone lets you down, you may brood in your room for days. But when you feel safe 'n' secure, your generous personality takes over and mates get spoilt rotten.

As a girlfriend: You are sensitive and moody, so you like lots of cuddles and kisses to keep balanced 'n' chirpy. Quite secretive, you are shy to reveal your feelings at first but warm up once your boyf gets to know you better.

If your boyf's a Cancer: Tread carefully, girl. He's got an ultra-soft heart that breaks easily. Not one for wild flings, he enjoys spending time alone with you 'n' may even be a bit clingy when you wanna go off on your own for a bit.

i think its quite true. hee.


_____you.left.me_____ 12:25 PM


Tuesday, July 27, 2004

im sick for more than a week.
sigh.
but just refuse to see a doctor.
arghh..
look.. how stubborn am i.
-sniff sniff-

feeling so uncomfortable can.
-coughs-
im too weak. sigh.
guess im lack of vitamins.

hopefully i will get well soon.


_____you.left.me_____ 1:22 PM


Sunday, July 18, 2004

today's my 21st birthday.
 
gee.
 
received many presents.
 
i've got clothes,
watches,
nokia6230,
perfumes,
angbaos, and lots more..
felt so loved. 
  
gonna have piano exam this tuesday.
-pray hard- i will play it well.
cant afford to fail again.
 
gotta go and practice.
 
poof!

_____you.left.me_____ 6:59 PM


Friday, July 09, 2004

------daps invadesssssss!
HELLO! you want your blog to rot again??
boo. i'm gonna have chin oral soon. EEKS
wish me luck.
I LOVE AKA!
hoho.
*love you many

_____you.left.me_____ 1:47 PM


Monday, July 05, 2004

i'm sad.

my hammy just wanna leave me without saying goodbye.
been living with me for the past 2years plus.

life's sucks!

sigh.

_____you.left.me_____ 9:46 PM


Sunday, July 04, 2004

i'm lost.

am sinking into depression.
my life's totally in the mess.

the lies hurt the most.
the questions hang around like an unwanted ghost.
the uncertainity is what corrupts.and this is where all the pain errupts.

walking through the agony of my own existence.
frustration without anger.
pain without release.
loneliness within and loneliness without.

sigh.

_____you.left.me_____ 11:33 PM